Tanah surga...katanya...

Today I would like to talk a little bit about my country...
Yupp...
Indonesia!
hurraaaaayyyy.... :) :) 
I was born and raised in Indonesia...
real Indonesian!!!
I admit that Indonesia before and after is completely different...
but lemme tell ya...
this is the first time during my wander-about in another country...
watched such a great great  and inspired movie that really touched me...
I watched about 2 movie in a day....
and both of them really really really make me thinking...
yes...
"where there is a will there is a way..."
that is the best quote of the day that really touched me during movie time...
it's not like I've never heard it...
but the way they implement the quote is the point...
it's really amazed me...
here is the link...
Tanah surga...katanya...

and this is another great movie that is really recommended by me....
Negeri 5 menara...

don't you ever miss this movie...
have a great day Indonesia... <3

Desperation...

Yeah...
been thinking that I might be not in the right track....
uhhmm...you know what I mean...
yupp...
doing such a thing but ended up with nothing....
I mean....
I love this kind of thing so much...
bridge..new building and the things that related to it....
been spending with this more than 2 years doing what I've been doing...
yeah...
I was in a great uhhm well...
you can say it as Passion...
have had this passion about "building" things since I was in the high school...
but now...
it was just all disappeared like ash...
Do I really have to do it???
Do I really need to move on with it???
or do I have to stop???
even if I choose to stop...
I have no where to go...
I mean...
I don't even have any path to  go...
I don't know what I like the most...
and what I really want to pursue...
have no idea at all...
where should I go...
where should I run to...
all of them are talking about it...
talking about how difficult this subject...
how suffering during this project...
and I can't even breath properly...
do I really suitable with this field even I like it so much??
does it means that something we "just" like have to be the thing that we have to pursue???
no passion...
no energy...
been thinking where is exactly my road???

too ashamed to talk to the beloved one...
they are the reason I've been hanging here...
I have no face that I can offer to them...


maybe you can conclude this as  a desperation without a problem...
than how come we can solve this desperation ...
if we don't even have the problem that cause it???

MAMA 2012 and I'm A real VIP

for me...
I just knew about MAMA (Mnet Award) this year...
because big bang and others singer keep on talking about it...
for them as a singer, MAMA is the closing ceremony award that been waited by all Korean singer..
every year they all wait for this event...
and this year...YG family own the night...
not only they received the most award...
but they also did a great performance just like they always do...
yeah...YG family always make the best live performances all the time...
and for MAMA this year...
as one of VIP (fans club for big bang ) I was so amazed with their performance...
It was really DOPE!!!!!
I don't have any word to describe it...
totally speechless...
I don't know how to explain it...
och my gosh...
TOP with his pinky outfit and his killer eyes...
daesung with his Greyish hair and unique microphone...
G-dragon with his red hair and totally into it...
and the cutest member young bae...
with his B-boy style like he always do...
not to forget the recent member who cause some scandal...
seungri with his white outfit and his mask...
whooaaaaa....
really really really DAEBAK!!!!.

here is the performance...
 Fantastic Baby
and also...
Crayon

Congratulation for YG family...
Artist of the year and song of the year,,,
2012 is daebak!!!! :) :)