Sunday 31 March 2013

INTI Got Talent 2013

naaa...
finally I am going to post something not related to blue - sad - situation...
lol... :P
by the way peeps...
a week ago we are Indo soul of course was participated into one of the biggest event in our campus...
yupp...
INTI Got Talent 2013...
last year we were one of the audience ...
and for this year we were the participant...
it was held on wednesday 20 of march 2013...
luckily we've made it to the final round...
after so much struggle we've been through...
so much felt resentful with each other cause we were really exhausted...
being scolded so many times...
 angry...sad... happy... silence...
everything mix each other...
and here we were...
I mean... we really made it to the final round...
10 participants was chosen to compete for the throne...
but our luck stop in its own way...
yupps...
we've just made it until the top 10...
not even reached the top 5 moreover be the winner...
so sad....
but at least we've tried our best...
we really put our effort into this event...
but you know the best is not always be the one who get the trophy...
but they are the one who put their effort and stoked with it...

we really had fun at that time...
thank you...
thank you for all the people who came and support us...
you guys really mean to us...
without your support we are just nothing..
and I am sorry for not being able to bring back the trophy...
really really sorry...
peace and love... :)

here are some pict that was taken that day...
:) :)



lol...
look at my pose... so awkward... :P
here we are...
Indo Soul Project.... :)




and this is the final announcement which made us out of this competition 
and bring the top 10 trophy... :) 
( Nb : beside us is the winner of the competition Chinese instrumental) 






the top 10 trophy was awarded to us... 
and we keep to maintain our smile...
"the world is not going to end if we don't get the throne of the champion" 
peace and love "RNS" :) 



they're one of our great competitor and best buddies among those participants...
we called ourselves international participants even though  some of them are malaysian.. lol :P
yeeeyyyy... mashed potato !!!!! 
they are really a great musician.
really wanna have a show with them some day..
yeah someday...
:)
.


and I love this guy...
he was so amaaaaazing....
that violin was played like wooww....
so romantic.. <3 <3 
he was one of the guest that night..
I dont even know his name... lol :P 


and here are some pict of me...
lol..
I love it...
really love it... :) <3 <3








yuppss...
thats all for tonight...
it was really such a great chance for us specially for me... 
because it was my last performance as female fox for Indo soul...
yups..
now I am a former female fox Indo soul..
T_T
going to talk about it later if I have time and chance... :P

Ps : dont worry... I am ok... yupss... totally ok... :) :) 

love and peace as always... ^RNS^ 





Tuesday 5 March 2013

Big decision...

in few days I'm gonna make such a big decision where it would determine where my future will be..
I've been delaying to announce this decision almost 2 weeks...
and that makes my life more miserable...
yeah...
I have no idea my academy life would be end right now...
but I can't continue it any further...
I really can't....
and I just don't have the passion anymore...
I need to stop now...
no... I have to stop no matter what....
but the big things in this situation...
I have no idea how do I tell them..
the one who always support me no matter what..
the one who never betray me...
the one who always be there in my darkest time...
how am I gonna tell them that I don't wanna continue my old passion anymore?
I don't wanna hurt them...
they are the people in my life that I would never ever going to hurt...
but now...
I think that I might gonna hurt them...
I'm the first one....
what should I do??
are they going to accept it??

mom...
I've already plan my future now...
I know where my road will lead me...
Sis..
can I take this new road Instead of my old road?
Mom and Sis...
I know I don't have the right to make a new deal about it...
but can I ???
the word sorry is not enough to express my failure...
but please...
forgive me this time and let me choose my new path...

thank you...
thank you for all this times...
thank you...
thank you...
xoxo...
:)

Ps : I was planning to choose Le Cordon blue academy...
either in Malaysia or Korea....
wuhuuuuu... gonna talk about it soon when they give me the chance to continue this new road..
fingers cross!!!!! :) :)