random word

serius,,,
gw tau ada yg ga beres,,,
i'm not stupid,,,
i know there is something happen about me,,,
n NO BODY WANNA TELL!!!!!
yeah,,,
it's ok,,,
really,,,
but,,,
it's hurt me a lot,,,
thanks for that,,,

a bit regret

ga tau mo blng apa,,,
dari awal yg ngebantuin itu cma org yg yg sama sekali bsa d blng bkan "best buddies",,,
ini acara bersama,,,
tpi ujung2 ny kelompok jga,,,
asem,,,
gw kerja dari awal tuh ikhlas,,,
dgn tujuan kita "bersama",,,
bkan yg masak y masak aja kerja ny,,,,
trus yg maen y maen aja,,,
mseh enak ngeliat ny org yg maen dlu trus ntar bantu,,,
tpi ini,,,
dri sunset muncul mpe fajar menjelang,,,
duduk d depan pantai,,,,
seolah2 bener2 pembantu ada buat bakarin,,,
jgn kan bantu,,,
sekedar melihat aja GA!!!!!
dan pulang pun lngsung ga liat lgi barang apa yg maseh ada,,,
tega,,,
sumpah tega,,,
hello,,,
me n them also human,,,
mereka yg bukan "siapa2" aja bantu!!!!!
jujur.,,
law  tau gini jd ny,,,
ga rela jam tidur kita d singkirkan gara2 acara ini,,,
law ujung2 ny yg ngehargain bukan org yg kita harapkan buat ngehargain kita!!!!!!
hufftt,,,
tpi setidak ny,,,
acara ny fun,,,
itu yg buat hal ini bisa d terima,,,
thanks for those who really has helping hand,,,
i know u are all tired,,
but it worthed  right???
n thanks for those who realize how to dignify us,,,
specially me,,,
really thanks,,,
hope we have another time like this again,,,
i mean,,
kebersamaan yg kita alami walaupun sebentar,,,
thanks,,
:) 

unique shoes

wish i have all these shoes,,,

:)

rasa yang tak bisa terungkap

kadang entah lah,,,
setiap manusia itu memang berbeda2,,,
sangat sulit memahami nya,,,
jujur,,,
saya sangat capek,,,,
capek dgn hal yg berbau pengertian,,,
apa arti dri pengertian itu sebenar nya,,,
dapat kah seseorang memberi kan sedikit ide atas kata trsebut???
setidak ny saya mngetahui sedikit saja tntg kata itu,,
biar d lain hari dan kesempatan,,,
tdak ada lagi kata capek,,,

what I've learned from our event!!!!!!

actually,,,
kita kadang mikir,buat apa seh gabung dgn club yg org "bilang",,,
ga eksis sama sekali,,,
tpi kita bkalan menyadari apa hikmah dari semua ny,,,
setelah kita menjalani ny,,,
sometimes i'm so damn tired with all the things that needed to handle,,,
dgn ada ny acara ini,,,
level emosi dari setiap org beda,,,
dari sini lah kita bklan mengetahui,,,
mna yg patut d hargai,,,
mana yg ga patut dihargai sama sekali,,,
emang kita semua bekerja,,,
tpi level yg d dapat dri setiap pembagian tugas itu berbeda,,,
bkan berarti saya perhitungan,,,,
tpi hnya sekedar pe reminds buat semua,,
helloooo!!!!!
kita semua capek!!!!!!
capek dgn sikap yg sok bossy,dgn sikap yg "selama ini lu yg kerja",,,
capek dgn segala hal TENTANG LU!!!!!
hanya itu yg gw dapt dri kerja untuk kita,,,
capek,,,
bkan karna capek dgn event ny,,,
tpi capek dgn org yg ga bsa menghargai seperti lu,,,
to be honest!!!!
we can live without u,,,
seriously,,,
if u think that i'm the cruelest person in the world,,,
THIS IS ME!!!!
and it's doesn't matter for me,,,
as long as u r not being involved in our next event,,,
yeah,,,
we are all tired with this event,,,
but it worth!!!!!!!
just be mature,,,
hopes that next event will have such a person who can cooperate with us,,,
maybe i'm not that GOOD,,,
but i know how to handle myself,,,
i know how to be cooperate with people who like to be cooperating person,,,
n for last,,,
I LOVE our event,,,
i really DO,,,

coz of this event,,
i know that Indonesia has such a beautiful cultural n nice people,,,
please,,,
for those who feel regret with this event,,,
can u think about it anymore???
what did u get from this event,,,
is it only bad thing???
please do compare it,,,
:)