Sunday 30 September 2012

Had A great day :) :)

whoooaaa...
deabaaaaaakk...
I've really had a  great day...
can't wait to talk about it...
but not now...
soooonn....
too tired...
:( :( :(
but thank you god....
thank you for today...
and thank you for everything that you've been giving me so far...
I'm really bless...:) :) :) :)

Ps: thank you penang for your kindness...
the show is totally awesome... :) :) 

Friday 28 September 2012

life must goes on


I am just going to share you a little bit of "life quotes"...
no story...no chit chat....no... there are nothing...
I'm just tired ....
T_T
hope tomorrow will have a better day...




now I have no place to stand...







yeah...
my life goes on...
I dont wanna stuck in the same spot...

stay strong because allah has more way to brighten up your life...
just be thankful...
:) :)




Thursday 13 September 2012

tough month..tough week...tough day and thanks god I'm still alive :) :)

it's been almost four months I've never updated this blog. whuaaaahhh...
(maybe I'm not the type of people who like to write anything on the blog.. lol )

but today I would like to share a little bit about my days...
start from this month...
September is just started, but It's going tough and tougher everyday...
started with my dad was admitted to hospital which was I knew it really really late!!
(it was my biggest mistake thou T_T)
and  I don't wanna talk about it why it happened ...
I called my mom early in the morning after I received the news via message...
I cried out loud and felt that I'm a bad daughter that just called her and my dad after a few hours my dad was admitted...
 I felt really sad that morning which was lead me to dreamy almost the whole day...
but thanks to you god that my father is recovered really fast even if the illness makes me shock like hell...
in a few days later someone who I trust the most was lied to me...
I was like "och my gosh...did he and she really did this to me??"
I kept on saying "really"  for a thousand times in one day...
that night we was so worried like hell !!!
but they kept on lying and lying to us...
they asked everyone to kept their mouth if one of us trying to ask where the hell they was...
they ASKED EVERYONE!!
they lied to me!!!
I was like wanna scream out loud in front of them but I dont have the right to do it...
I'm just a sister-no-blood-relation to them who worried like hell...
whooaaa...
I feel so emotion...
luckily they know that,this is the biggest mistake that really change me...

I dont know why...
but I hate it if someone lie to me especially if they are the people that I trust the most...
I really need more time to repair a feeling of betrayed and deceived...
I just need to be alone right now...
and I was wondering...
why this world really full of drama???
why???
I just don't get it !!!!
why some people can live their life with full of drama and full of lie !!!!
why why??

but thanks god...
from this situation I've learned which one from them is deserved my concern...
deserve my kindness...
and again...
thanks god I'm still alive even if they almost kill me with this drama...
:) :) :)