few friends of mine

few weeks ago,,,
I found a good blog (again)!!!!
one of his/her story really inspired me,,,
he/she had shared about a few friends of hid/her with different background and behaviour,,,
now I would like to share a few friends of mine too,,,


I have a friend who really has a low profile,,,
who always be thankful for everything that he has,,,
he is wealthy enough but never showed it up,,,
and really has a helping hand for us,,,


and I have another friend,,,
who always makes people around her being underestimate,,,
she is so stubborn and selfish,,
also never wanna admit her own mistake,,,
always wanna be a perfect person,,,
and nobody likes her but we keep in silent,,,


I have few friends that really too honest,,,
they sometimes made my day,,,
has a great spirit for everything,,,
food,sport,joke,and sometimes they can be a great family,,
they've never made me feels like being betray or lonely,,


and I have a friend that really good in hiding her/his feeling,,,
it doesn't matter how people acted  around him/her,,,
she/he really has a unstable mood,,,
when he/she is in a good mood,,
we can feel the fresh air,,
but when the bad mood come,,,
fire like hell would be in the air,,,,
we cant even touch her/him,,,


so don't you think I have a lot of friends,,,
a lot of friends with different thought,,,
and big different in behaviour???
:) :)

heaven-earth

here some of the best place ever that we should visit,,,,

feels like wanna visit them all,,,

hahahahahahah

Bora-bora island- French 

Canada,,,

lake josephine,montana,,,

meteora, Greece,,,

moraine lake,,,

new Brighton

north atoll, Maldives

north Italy,,,

qeenstown,new Zealand,,,

south Greece,,

and here some of the best place but I dont know its name,,,

quit awesome,,,

:) 

I like the last one,,,

it's real you know,,,

it's not only in the fairytale,,,

might wanna try this awesome house,,
:)

kinda surprise

sigh*,,,
this is the first time that i heard someone say that,,,
"mulut mu kek ga pernah disekolahin",,,
i'm a bit surprise,,,
no,,,
I'm so surprise with that phase,,,
I've been trying to keep my mouth not to hurt anybody,,,
been trying so hard,,,
but still,,,
I heard this kind of so-mean-word,,,,
trying to figure it out what did I say to her/him,,,
but got nothing,,,
i cant even remember those word so that people was hurt by it,,,
even I heard this word not from  people who was hurt by it but from her/his friend,,,
so,,,
everyone knows how bad I am  I think,,,
but i'm not putting blame on you,,,
I know this is my fault,,,
I also understand that,,,
the thing that I dont know and I dont understand is,,,
why didnt you tell me???
directly told me about that,,,
why should I know from somebody else??
why??
that's the biggest Q in my head and until right now it cant be answered,,,
we live in the same place,,,
we eat same food,same drink,,
but why??
I still dont get it,,,
I think I'm going to settle this problem as soon as possible,,,
because I dont want this problem drag on until we doesnt speak anymore,,,
just one thing,,,
it's really make me surprise,,,
I dont get it,,,
just,,,
och gosh,,,
it's difficult to explain,,,
just feeling like being betray,,,
I think,,
because I dont have any suit word to explain it,,,
just sorry for right now,,,

random random and random

whuaaaaaa,,,
it's been difficult for me to write a new blog as my routine,,,
:( :( 
btw that day I found one of the best blog that I ever read,,,
she is really a good writer,,,
her blog really such an inspire for those who are having long distance relationship,,,
so  CHECK THIS OUT ,,,
now,,,
I'm going to share a little bit about funny quotes,,
why I choose funny quote??
uhmmm I dont know,,,
ahahhahaha
just read ok!!!
:)


1.There is a light at the end of every tunnel….just pray it’s not a train!.


2.As long as there are tests, there will be prayer in schools.


3.Everyone has a photographic memory… some just don’t have film.


4.Do you believe in love at first sight or should I walk by again ?


5.save paper don’t do home work


6.If a rose represents love, then why does it always die? ( WELL said so) 

the one who was ever dwells in my heart

I remember that day when I met you for the first time.
we were in the same class, but didn't know for each other.
the day started when for the first time we say hello.
I know you and began talked to you.
but it was only for a moment that we talked nicely.
after several conversation that we had.
we began fighting like tom and jerry.

I was like tired of being so powerless at that time.

when I have to kept my mouth not to yell at you.

I couldn't even say a word when we started to fight.

when you trying to mock me,bullied me,even was trying to calm me down when

I reached my limit of being patient with what you have done to me.

but I've never felt like wanna kick you out of my day,my life.

even you never being nice to me.

everyone always see your smile on the other hand I was like seldom to see it.

you always help them when they need your help,

while I was suffering tried not to bother about you when you tried to put me down.

but the day came when we both knew that,

we had same feeling that even both of us couldn't deny it.

you filled my day with smile.

we had some moment that for me personally wont forget it.

you started made me like I was the only girl that had this feeling.

we made a promise that we wouldn't be a part.

even we had a big big distinction that none of us would willing to change it.

yeah,that was the only obstacle that none of us could avoid.

that was the day when we grown up and start to realize that,

you and I couldn't move to the next level.

we tried our best to keep that relationship went well.

but It didn't work well.

our dream was defeated by our reality that we had different faith.

I've never be chagrined about what we had in the past.

I do really feel that you was given me some strength to smile when I remember our moment.

god was given me the best lesson that I ever had in my life about love.

and you are the lecturer that was given me by god.

from that lecturer I've learned how to be a better person.

sometimes I fell like 

but It's just a cameo that come into my life.

and dear you the one who ever dwells in my heart.

thank you for letting me be a part or your life for a moment. 

I was feeling grateful about it.

and I've already move on.

hope you do so.

sincerely.

me the one who always smile 

!!^_^!!

the unique tea in the world

here a few unique tea from all over the world,,,
really would love to try all of them,,.
since I'm a big fans of tea,,,
check this out,,,


1.cigarette tea





2.Ineeka tea bag





3.tPod tea bag







4.Tea Forté





5.tea stick





6. T tea bag



7.tea to go stick





8.maum tea bag





9.tea stick stirrer



10.lighting tea bag







11.hanger tea





12.herbal tea bag



13.Origami tea bag





this is the last and the best tea ever among the best,,,


14.Blooming tea



check this video,,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w_j3ThSg068&feature=player_embedded


What a great time to enjoy when we have such a tea like this,,,
would like to try it!!!

11-11-11

hufft,,,
it's 11-11-11,,,
today is suppose to be a great day,,,
but guess what,,,
i feel like so useless this time,,,
why???
guilty,useless,wasted,stupid,,,
why all of them is sticking with me right now??
I've done so many mistake and wasted my time with something so useless,,,
and yet still doing it,,
keep repeat it,,,
I 've always done something that made my mom proud of me during my high-school
but why now I just feel like I waste my mom's money,,,
never study,,,
dont know a single thing about math any more,,,
you know what,,
I was great in Math,,,
I love math,,,
but now???
och my,,,
I dont know!!!!
really freaking me out,,
wanna cry!!!!
wanna scream!!!! 
laziness!!!!
please stay away from me!!!
please!!! T_T