one of a kind aka G dragon's concert

two months huh...
quite long time for me that haven't updated anything here...
whereas I have so many story to tell...
ahhahahahha
as I mention before...
I am not the type of person who like to write...
I prefer to talk tho... :P

naaaaahh...
btw lemme tell you about my first experienced about concert...
and it was special because it was G Dragon's concert....
yuppsss....
I am in love with Bigbang...
am a VIP (designations for bigbang fans club) but I am still a newbie...
first of all...
the day before the concert we were planning everything....
when do we have to come...
what kind of things that we should  bring....
what kind of clothes should we wear...
everything was discussed by us that night...
in the end we planned to come at 12 o'clock...
since the concert itself started at 8pm...
the purpose was to get a best spot...
yupp...
we don't care if we have to wait about 8 hours...
as long as we get it...
and we thought that 12 o'clock was quite early...
but guess what...
there was so many people that came earlier than us...
even...
there were a few people who intentionally stayed overnight just to get the best spot!!!
sigh...
after a long wait and the sunlight which really killed us...
we got the best spot ever...
we didn't expect to get it but its all worth it...
8 hours of waiting was all worth it...
we can see GD quite clear with the cheapest ticket...
and all of us was really enjoy the show...
thanks to god that he blessed us started from we walk out through our door....
until we step in our house again...
what a day to remember...
now...
lemme show you some picture of the concert...

enjoy... :)

first costume before i purchased gd's t-shirt :)

ahhahahaah
wore the t-shirt directly after purchasing...
look at my hand... I bought quite a lot...

these are the stuffs that we bought that night...
and for the black t-shirt and tattoo...
we bought it from ajjushi from korea!!!
yuhuuu...
he is a nice ajjushi....
he gave us free poster of GD and free tattoo!!!
talk in korean with him too...
yuhuuuu...:)

me and taeyang...
yes taeyang...
your smile is brighter than the sun...
that's why the sun that day was killing us!!!
the reason was u !!!! lol :P

yes!!!!
I need TOP !!!
:( :( :(

after concert :)
see... best spot ever...

me and Taeyang's girl...
:)

they provided us with booth where we can take free picture... :)

before concert started... :)

look at the queue...
we were so lucky to get the front queue...

I love this picture the best...
Me and the crowd... :)

arrrggghhhh...
the sun was killing!!!! >.< 

yeaaaaaaaahhhhh....
GD and Taeyang !!!!!!!

let us be grateful to those who make us happy...
happiness is the best way to heal anything that hurt your heart...
without happiness there won't be a good memories to remember...
love and peace...
^RNS^
:) :) :)

his son is lying on his bicycle handlebar.

should we still complaining when we have the newest gadget in our hand??

when we have house to stay during day and night??
and when this hunger strikes, we can buy anything we want because we have plenty of pennies in our pocket??
while out there...
there are many of people who doesn't have enough money to go school...
who doesn't enough money to buy just a simple medicine...
even there are plenty people out there who doesn't even enough money to buy their food.
here is a very touching story that i just read...


Hari masih pagi, ketika Soekarna mengayuh sepedanya dengan perlahan di Jalan Jagakarsa, Kelurahan Jagakarsa, Kecamatan Jagakarsa, Jakarta Selatan, Rabu (15/5/2013). Soekarna harus berhati-hati membawa sepedanya karena anaknya yang berumur empat tahun terbaring di stang sepedanya.

Selembar plastik hitam menutupi badan bocah itu untuk melindungi dari curahan air hujan, yang saat itu gerimis mengguyur jalanan Ibu Kota yang dilewati Soekarna. Kaki mungil sang anak terjuntai tak bertenaga di atas tumpukan kertas yang menjadi alas badannya.

Seorang pengendara motor berjalan lambat sejajar kepada Soekarna. "Maaf pak, kenapa anaknya kok ditutup kantung kresek?" tanya si pengendara motor.

Dengan lirih, Soekarna menjawab, "Anak saya sakit, tapi saya tidak punya uang." Terpancar ekspresi kebingungan di raut wajahnya.

Lelaki asal Tasikmalaya, Jawa Barat, itu kebingungan bagaimana mengobati anaknya yang sakit. Tak mudah memang bagi warga miskin seperti dirinya ketika didera masalah kesehatan. Si pengendara motor kemudian memberikan sedikit uang kepada Soekarna dengan tujuan agar anaknya yang sakit segera dibawa berobat.

Soekarna terus mengayuh sepedanya, melaju dari arah Setu Babakan menuju Pasar Minggu. Jika di bagian depan sepedanya terbaring anaknya yang sakit, maka di bagian belakang (boncengan) sepedanya penuh dengan berbagai barang bawaan. Ada tumpukan kardus, sangkar burung yang telah rusak dan sebuah tas lusuh menemani perjalanannya.

source : http://www.lintasriau.com/search/label/Internasional?updated-max=2013-03-07T09%3A30%3A00%2B07%3A00&max-results=10

let me translate it in simple a way...

there is this middle-aged man who is cycled slowly in south Jakarta.

his name is Soekarna.

he has to be careful because his four-years-old son is lying on his bicycle handlebar.

black plastic sheet is covering the body of his son to protect him form rainfall.

the child's tiny feet is dangling limp on a pile of paper for his base.

a motorist is running slowly aligned with him.

"sorry sir. why you have to cover your son with that plastic bag?". asked the motorist.

 and softly Soekarna replied "my son is sick. but I don't have any money". radiated confusion on his face.

he was wondering how to treat his son. it is not easy for poor people like him when he has to face health problem.

The motorist then give him a little bit money for his son to be immediately taken for treatment.

end....

now...

lemme give you a conclusion of this blog...

is it still reasonable for us to complain in all the will that we want is fulfilled?

think again...

are you have the right to complain while you have everything in you hand??

and are you still have to complain about how this life is not fair just because your parent doesn't give you enough money to buy the newest gadget that you want?

think again...

there are so many people out there has to think HARD how to survive just for today...

how to work their ass off just to earn enough money to buy food for today...

and now here you are...

crying your ass off on the floor just because your parent doesn't give you enough money to buy that branded make up...

think again...

think how much child dies in one day while you don't wanna eat your food
 just because you don't like it.

he is still young but look at him...
he deserve more than this...

we don't have the right to complain about life while we have enough food to eat...

enough place to live...

and enough money to go to school while the others has nothing...

life is not fair while you think is not..

positive thinking and always be thankful for everything you have...

god is always knows what is the best for us...

love and peace...

^RNS^

:) :)

“There will never be neither ‘Goodbye’ nor ‘Farewell’” by JYJ

JYJ :)

looking at those tittle makes me think that...
JYJ is rule the world...
I respect JYJ so much...
as you know...
I am not big fans of JYJ...
but after reading and keep on reading their stories...
I feel like having a big turn of myself...
they are keep on fighting what is good for them...
what is meant to be is always meant to be for them...
they shows it to us...
hats off....
they get what they should have before...
they live as they want to live...
they receive what we called freedom even they had to be "jail" for it...
I like to sing like a lot...
and I know how it feels when we couldn't even have proper event to perform...
and they struggled even had to cry...
I couldn't imagine if it is going to happen to me...
I might ended up cry me a river in the corner of my room...
lock up myself and quit from being a singer...
but they prove it...
they prove that JYJ will rule the world...
and as we know now...
they do rule the world...
being labeled as the richest group all over Korea..
having the best and dope concert all over Japan...
and being ambassador of many charity event...
such as UNAIDS (media social awarness campaign to combat HIV/AIDS discrimination)...
not included being public service and doing charitable  work in so many project...
where this kind of event and appreciation had never appear in front of them before...
while being with the old company...
not to be sarcasm...
but that is the fact...
the group has caught the attention of various newspapers and media networks around the world and became the first K-Pop group to perform in Chile as the group continues to attract fans from many parts of the world...
I hope in the future they will show us the best part of them...
and keep being humble...
because they live as a singer in order to gain love from the fans...
so... spread the love and keep the faith whenever you go...
go JYJ... :)
praying from the bottom of my heart...

sincerely
Big Bang Fans V.I.P
^RNS^
much love and peace...

Nb : here some video and article that caught my eyes...enjoy... :) :)

Tae Yang & Xiah Junsu - Piano Battle Live 2008.12.29

JYJ, SPRING, Walk Again in Tokyo Dome

Girl's day :) :)

holaaaaaa....
it's been awhile since my last post...
yuhuuuuu...
I'm back to the track...lol :P
now I would like to talk about our girl's outing day...
me and my best friend has had a great day....
why???
cause we love korea so much that none of us could explain it with words...
yupppss...
first time when we had our outing's day was all about korea!!!
we bought a lot of korean skin care...
everything about girls and korea!!!
not only hunting that all about korea but also had a great food hunting all over KL...
ahahhahhaahah
we love food as much as we love korean stuffs...
we hunted all food that emerged in front of us...
we tried everything that caught our eyes...
both of us was fuelled by food and korean skin care...
we spent our money wisely with both of them (food and korean skin care)...
lol... :P
and for second time...
we really really really had girl's day!!!!
not only had to hunt our lovely korean skin care but also korean product and foods!!!.
we came to all korean skin care shops...
tony moly...etude house and friends that I couldn't say one by one...
then we came to Isetan food-market to hunt everything about Korean!!!
yippeieeeee...
and we found a lot of korean product and korean food that made us drooled...
:P
I bought original kimchi and we also found the most expensive cola ever!!!!!!
the price was RM 65 and its about 200.000rupiah for SMALL size...
wooww...
usually for that kind of size the price is about RM 3 but...
wuuuaahhh so surprise  with that discovery...
and now we are having our favourite place to visit...
we can't leave it out of our Hunting-list-to-go...
I forgot the name but the place is the best place to enjoy all about mango!!!
and for your information...
I HATE mango the most all of fruits in the world...
but when I found this place...
I started to like mango...
the best desert ever that you could only find in this place...
specially for its Radish cake!!!!
WE LOVE IT LIKE A LOT!!!
but sadly i didn't take the picture of the cake...
you know... i don't have a best-quality-camera...
so I am so lazy to take picture even if I want it so badly...lol

but don't worry...
I have half of the picture what we bought last time... :P

even Underwear... lol :D
and also we had our photo session just like models did...
what a day..
check this out...

first day of hunting time :)

yuhuuuu...etude house is in the air..lol I love all their products :)

sun BB cream!!! and I love it!!! really suitable for my skin :)

and the moist is great too!!!! :D

my lappie and the products... :)

for second day snaps... :) 

tony moly face mask.... JYJ yuhuuuu love it like hell :) :)

me and prissie at KLCC :) 

the best place for dessert ever...a must try !!!!

was having a fun candid session lol :P

we look like had an amazing trip outside malaysia!!!! :D

had fun :P

candid moment credit by prissie :) 

KLCC :P

it was actually at KLCC but i wasn't look like there...
it was look like overseas ... :)

whuahahahahahha :D

I LOVE IT!!!! CREDIT BY PRISSIE
thank you miss :) 

lol...
I am not supposed to upload this but you know...
branded but it was on sale...
can't help it but to upload it...
am sorry... :P

last product...
vincci!!!!
who doesn't love vincci??
:D

thank you god for everything that comes to me...

you are the best....

always be thankful for what you have been given to me... 

good night...  

love and peace...

^RNS^

good bye Indosoul :)

gak kerasa...
it had been 2 years since we had been together...
yupss...
even it had been 2 weeks since i left Indosoul...
and finally now it's time to move on...
hufftt...
quite difficult thou...
but I have to....

looking at Indosoul's page makes me realise....
"oh I am not part of Indosoul anymore...
no more my name is written there...
not even my partner in singing..."

quite sad...
nope...
I'm totally having mental break down...
yupss...
I love to sing like a lot...
I thought that I couldn't do anything without Indosoul...
I don't know if I could sing anymore...
but I'll try my best not to forget that I love to sing...

thank you Indosoul...
thank you for giving me the best memory that I'll never forget...
thank you for always make it possible for us to have fun in our way...
yups...
had to choose song for the event...
had to practice during our precious weekend...
and had to sacrifice our night even had to skip class for our rehearsal...
thank you thank you thank you...
even I'm not going to perform with you guys again...
and even I can't use Indosoul's name behind my name again...
but Indosoul always in my heart....
will always be there...
good luck for your future...
hope with all your new member...
Indosoul will have a brighter future...
and I also hope that the new member will give Indosoul something that we couldn't give before...
all the best...

Ps : Happy 2nd anniversary Indosoul...( 5 april 2011 - 5 april 2013 )

our first even and first being together...

and our last time and last event that put us together... 

and thank you thank you thank you...

much love and peace...

^RNS^

Nottingham was awesome....

The first thing that comes to my mind when I was writing the title above is...
"Appreciation is a wonderful thing. it makes what is excellent in others is belong to us as well"

that quote is really suitable after we went to Nottingham Uni for Saman dance...
even-though i was not come to perform...
I have been witnessing all of their performances...
whether in our own university or as a guest in other universities...
and so far...
this Nottingham was given them a big appreciation...
that our own university was not even be able to give it to them...
how sad isn't it??
but just let it be...
I'm just proud of them...
really really proud...
wish that I could do the same thing...
hohohohoh... :)
and yeah...
about Nottingham!!!
it was really really really really awesome....
such a deabak!!!
even they were having such a small even but still keep it awesome like a boss...
ahahahhah
I can't express a thing anymore...
so damn sleepy and tired but yeah it's worth it...
lol...
hope you guys have a great night just like me...
hohohohohohoh :) :)
good night world...
^RNS^

Ps : what is not meant to be then is not meant to be....
lol you know what I mean... I was a female vocalist and he is a bassist.. lol..
I was just having fun thou...
not really into it..
I am not serious about him ok...
hahahhaah
good night.... :) :)

INTI Got Talent 2013

naaa...
finally I am going to post something not related to blue - sad - situation...
lol... :P
by the way peeps...
a week ago we are Indo soul of course was participated into one of the biggest event in our campus...
yupp...
INTI Got Talent 2013...
last year we were one of the audience ...
and for this year we were the participant...
it was held on wednesday 20 of march 2013...
luckily we've made it to the final round...
after so much struggle we've been through...
so much felt resentful with each other cause we were really exhausted...
being scolded so many times...

 angry...sad... happy... silence...
everything mix each other...
and here we were...
I mean... we really made it to the final round...
10 participants was chosen to compete for the throne...
but our luck stop in its own way...
yupps...
we've just made it until the top 10...
not even reached the top 5 moreover be the winner...
so sad....
but at least we've tried our best...
we really put our effort into this event...
but you know the best is not always be the one who get the trophy...
but they are the one who put their effort and stoked with it...

we really had fun at that time...
thank you...
thank you for all the people who came and support us...
you guys really mean to us...
without your support we are just nothing..
and I am sorry for not being able to bring back the trophy...
really really sorry...
peace and love... :)

here are some pict that was taken that day...
:) :)

lol...

look at my pose... so awkward... :P

here we are...

Indo Soul Project.... :)

and this is the final announcement which made us out of this competition 

and bring the top 10 trophy... :) 

( Nb : beside us is the winner of the competition Chinese instrumental) 

the top 10 trophy was awarded to us... 

and we keep to maintain our smile...

"the world is not going to end if we don't get the throne of the champion" 

peace and love "RNS" :) 

they're one of our great competitor and best buddies among those participants...

we called ourselves international participants even though  some of them are malaysian.. lol :P

yeeeyyyy... mashed potato !!!!! 

they are really a great musician.

really wanna have a show with them some day..

yeah someday...

:)

.

and I love this guy...

he was so amaaaaazing....

that violin was played like wooww....

so romantic.. <3 <3 

he was one of the guest that night..

I dont even know his name... lol :P 

and here are some pict of me...

lol..

I love it...

really love it... :) <3 <3

yuppss...

thats all for tonight...

it was really such a great chance for us specially for me... 

because it was my last performance as female fox for Indo soul...

yups..

now I am a former female fox Indo soul..

T_T

going to talk about it later if I have time and chance... :P

Ps : dont worry... I am ok... yupss... totally ok... :) :) 

love and peace as always... ^RNS^