OT11 ........... (part2)

finally....
I had watched the finale episode of WIN with english sub...
Och my gosh....
it teared me up...
like totally cry me a river...
gosh...
one side of me telling that YG is totally a wretch...
I mean...
How could he do this kind of thing to those who has built their dream with such an effort??
like seriously...
but another side of me telling that he is truly a CEO that is still going to get my respect...
He knows how to get our attention and knows how to steal our fucking heart...
he doesn't have a bunch of Idol with so called handsome face or whatsoever but he does have a few artist who could shake the world....
that is why he still get my respect even though this shows was totally break my heart to pieces....
peace yo... :)

and I have no freaking idea why I get this feeling...
the feeling that YG is going to make such a huge decision that I might going to scream like I have been giving $1 billion from the sky...
I mean like OT11 seems sooooo real for me...
I don't know why...
my head keep telling me that one day after Team A finish their what-so-called-early debut...
Team B will join them...
and YG would tell us that those moment where Team A has their own what so called promote-time is the time where YG wants to show to the Team B that they should have work harder than before....
so that time you could call it as a punishment time for Team B where they lost in the battle...
then we could hear a massive news about OT11...........
how nice...isn't it???
I don't know why but I got those feeling...
please someone tell me that I will get those felling for real...
pleaseeeeeeee....>.<

naaaaah....
I don't wanna talk so much about OT11 again...
let's just watch climax by Team B with eng sub...
enjoy guys...
This song is really break my heart...
The lyric is so damn amazing and how they deliver it makes me got goosebumps!!!!!
They were really into it...
otokeeeee....
lets just check it out...
T_T

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=swv4W3YWHt8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CBwfOFw2fm4

I put two videos because I like both of them...

and look at this screen shot...
I like this comment like a lot!!!!
so trueeeeee....

for Team B 약간의 인내심을 가지고..<3

hwaiting!!!!!!!!

much love and peace VIP ^Rns^....

Ps: I do not own the Video nor the comment on the screen shot and those pictures as well...

:) :)

OT11 ...........

Finally the finale episode of WIN has been aired...
me and my girls had watched it without subtitle....
amazing isn't it??
we couldn't wait for the sub....
we don't want to get the result from any others social network...
so we decided to watch it live...
for me....start from the beginning I had been feeling so nervous....
feel like wanna cry that time...
I told my girl that am not ready for the result yet...
but finally we watched it!!!!!!!
even we couldn't see the whole shows due to poor connection....
we still feel blessed that we managed to see the final result LIVE!!! ...
yeah...
Team A is the winner of WIN...
first when I heard the result I was like screaming but second later I was like...
fuck...I might not going to see Team B again...
so I was like wanna bang my head to the wall...
then me and my girl started to cry...
specially my girl...
I though that she is the one who is shocked the most than me...
because she was rooting for Team B start from the beginning of the show...
(I am so sorry dear T_T  )

and I don't know whether papa YG is going to keep his word not to kick the Team B out of his company or not...
I am just hoping that no one in the Team B is going to be replace to another member or what so ever...
because for me...
Team B is already perfect with just 6 of them...

I mean if papa YG is going to replace one of the member....
team B wouldn't be the same...
you couldn't call them Team B anymore...
for me team B are consist of B.I ....Kim Jin Hwan... Bobby.... Song Yun Hyeong...
Koo Jun hoe ... and Kim Dong Hyuk...
no one could EVER replace them...NO ONE!!!

I think both of the team has their own charm...
has their own capability that no one could deny....
hope papa YG could see it so he would debut the Team B as well...
*fingercross!!!!

here are some of the video that touch me the most!!! T_T

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CBwfOFw2fm4

caption "B.I.... I do really love your rap!!!! you are jjang tonight :) :) and Team B hats off!!!  "

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZFfXucmHmLA

caption "Team A really put their effort...salute..."

Team B without doubt was killing the stage...
so they do deserve the tittle of the "Winner" as well...
for me both of the team are the winner...
I love Team A from the beginning of the show but now my love is equal for both of the Team...
and for me OT11........... (OneTeam11) is going to be a HUGE success for YG...
trust me...
but otokeeee...we couldn't force papa YG to do so...
someday hope papa YG would realise it....

OT11 ...........

OT11 ...........

"If you can react the same way to winning and losing thats a big accomplishment. Because if you learn from a loss you have not lost!!"

"we may encounter many defeats but we must not be defeated." - Maya Angelou

"Being defeated is often a temporary condition. but giving up is what makes it permanent."

so...

don't give up for both of the Team... specially Team B....

YOU ARE SPECIAL JUST THE WAY YOU ARE... :) :)

much love and peace VIP ^Rns^ ....

My short Getaway

yeeeeeeeessssss....
finally I got the chance to had my short getaway since a long time ago... >.<
It was soooo much fun that I can't express it well...
and I did make some mistake about yeah you can call it destiny....>.<
maybe....cause am not sure about this but my Girls told me that it might be my destiny...
yeah....
I feel regret about it until now...
something different might happen in my life if you know....I followed my heart...
ahahahahaha
now lets just focus on the getaway...
yuppsss....
I went to Singapore due to my visa in Malaysia had been expired...
so I had to get out from Malaysia as soon as possible so I choose Singapore instead of my country...
I had been planning everything before my departure...
Start from where should I stay then how to use MRT and what kind of place should I visit...
I thought it was all perfect...
but nothing is perfect in this world. isn't it??
so start from I stepped my feet on the land I feel my world is spinning...
ahhaahahaha
I don't wanna tell you about it...
lets just skip it...
until I have to roaming around almost 8 hours before I got to  checked in...
Its all worth it though even I had to lose my favourite iPod... >.<
cause to be honest...
I like to travel alone rather than to have an accompany where I am not comfort to be around with...
so... I feel like wanna have this kind of getaway in another time...
maybe Philippine or Korea???
ahhahaahhaahah
who knows...
:P :P :P

now...
I have some picture that I took with my poor and not so good phone but I still love that phone to the max...he is been staying with me for a long time...lol
so check this out yooo... :) :) :)

Hahahaha it's singapore you know... but i found pork from Indonesia all over this market :P

I love this building a lot :P

this is the first korean restaurant that I found in SG...
there are quite a lot though...

I wanna grow old with someone who I love and respect just like
both of them...
so sweet isn't it?? <3

This is another korean restaurant...
Running man...
who doesn't know this show???
hahaahahha

Finally!!! $1 ice cream....
I like it like a loooooott...
eat it quite a lot too!!!
:PP

found this amazing art that was shown underground of the bypass :P :P

respect...
the most word that really difficult to earn...

the most difficult word to find in ourself....

look at my hand.... ahhahahah

what a selca :P

but I like it thou... :P

I love these flowers...

I couldn't eat the real chilli crab so I just eat this hot dog
chilli crab sauce :P :P

see...another $1 ice cream.... :P :P

LV building... so elegance... :) :)

guess what!!! this is a museum!!!! art museum...

this was a soft chilli egg sauce the best that I have ever tested... :P:P <3

ahahhaahahahaha

playing like nobody see you.... :)

I enjoyed riding this!!!!!
wanna try again!!!!!! <3 <3

finalllllllllyyyyy!!!!!
beach time!!!!! spent 30 minutes only... T_T

ahahahahahhaah 

who doesn't love Starbucks :) :)

THE WINNER of WIN

my intermezzo of the day... :P

You guys might know that am a big fans of YG family...
once I dreamed that I have joined YG company...
you know... it was a big big dream for me...
but I am sure it was only a "dream"...>.<
apart from that I always adore every artist and producer of the company...
they show us this is what you called  the meaning of being an artist...
instead of becoming an Idol they shows us why they do really deserved being called as an Artist...
they put such a big effort to create such a great song...dance and not to forget the music video that always amazed me in any way...
why I can call them as an Artist instead of Idol??
first...
All of them knows how to create  music without getting failed...
knows how to create a music video by themselves I mean they put their own idea on their OWN music not like the others Idol... (not to be sarcasm)... :P
and the important thing is they knows how to behave like a truly artist who is being watch as a role model to our life...
they get what you called as an award not only in music but in all aspect.. fashion...drama...advertisement..charity...and what so ever...
so my heart will always belongs to YG family...
horaaah...:) :)

and btw...
back to my title of the day...lol
recently I have been watching the so called  the cruelest-survival-variety
-show...
I mean for me..
for you who have never heard about korean variety called WIN by YG just google it...
lol... :P
am so lazy to explain it here...
so for the show...
am rooting for team A...
my heart is always choosing team A from the start of show has been airing..
but if team A will be the winner of the show I might be crying like hell...
am not going to accept it willingly...
why...
if Papa YG said that he is going to debut the losing team too but not the same time as the winner team...
it's fine for me that Team A win...
but he said that he is going to disband the losing team means that the other team will going to break up...
I feel like the statement is steping all over my head by a giant hulk...
it's so annoying...
even my heart goes to team A...
I like team B as well...
they are so talented just like team A...
it's just so wasted that they have to break one of this talented and incredible musician...
some of the fans of both team suggest that both of their bias should debut as one group that consist of 11 members...
I like this idea so much...
I know that YG has different Idea from others big company and that is why YG has been crowned as the best CEO among the best...
he doesn't want to have the same concept of his artist...
isn't it having 11 members in one group of boy band also consider as a different idea for YG since in his company he doesn't have one???
it is not even give him some kind of loss...
am i correct??
just imagine if YG only debut the winner of the show...
am sure many of fans of the others group who lost will curse him so badly...
so what is the point of doing it??
in my first intermezzo...
I told you guys that am so big fans of YG family...
but I dont know what is going to happen to my heart if Papa YG is really going to disband the losing team...
I dont know... seriously.. :( :(
I like both team... :( :(
please Papa YG...
debut both of the team...
pretty pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee :( :(....

both of the team... isn't it great to have all of them in one team??? :( :(

the final battle :( :(

team B

Team A with their own song which compose by KSY...

Team B with their own song too compose by B.I and Bobby

 

Two things scare me. the first is getting hurt...but that is not nearly as scary as the second one which is losing. Neil Amstrong

Winning isn't everything to me but it's a close second. Losing isn't something that I can just brush off and fake a smile to hide my frustration. It's that will and determination that I hope will get me where I want to go.... Dale Earnhardt.JR

I wish best of luck for both of the team...

much love and peace VIP "Rns".... 

one of a kind aka G dragon's concert

two months huh...
quite long time for me that haven't updated anything here...
whereas I have so many story to tell...
ahhahahahha
as I mention before...
I am not the type of person who like to write...
I prefer to talk tho... :P

naaaaahh...
btw lemme tell you about my first experienced about concert...
and it was special because it was G Dragon's concert....
yuppsss....
I am in love with Bigbang...
am a VIP (designations for bigbang fans club) but I am still a newbie...
first of all...
the day before the concert we were planning everything....
when do we have to come...
what kind of things that we should  bring....
what kind of clothes should we wear...
everything was discussed by us that night...
in the end we planned to come at 12 o'clock...
since the concert itself started at 8pm...
the purpose was to get a best spot...
yupp...
we don't care if we have to wait about 8 hours...
as long as we get it...
and we thought that 12 o'clock was quite early...
but guess what...
there was so many people that came earlier than us...
even...
there were a few people who intentionally stayed overnight just to get the best spot!!!
sigh...
after a long wait and the sunlight which really killed us...
we got the best spot ever...
we didn't expect to get it but its all worth it...
8 hours of waiting was all worth it...
we can see GD quite clear with the cheapest ticket...
and all of us was really enjoy the show...
thanks to god that he blessed us started from we walk out through our door....
until we step in our house again...
what a day to remember...
now...
lemme show you some picture of the concert...

enjoy... :)

first costume before i purchased gd's t-shirt :)

ahhahahaah
wore the t-shirt directly after purchasing...
look at my hand... I bought quite a lot...

these are the stuffs that we bought that night...
and for the black t-shirt and tattoo...
we bought it from ajjushi from korea!!!
yuhuuu...
he is a nice ajjushi....
he gave us free poster of GD and free tattoo!!!
talk in korean with him too...
yuhuuuu...:)

me and taeyang...
yes taeyang...
your smile is brighter than the sun...
that's why the sun that day was killing us!!!
the reason was u !!!! lol :P

yes!!!!
I need TOP !!!
:( :( :(

after concert :)
see... best spot ever...

me and Taeyang's girl...
:)

they provided us with booth where we can take free picture... :)

before concert started... :)

look at the queue...
we were so lucky to get the front queue...

I love this picture the best...
Me and the crowd... :)

arrrggghhhh...
the sun was killing!!!! >.< 

yeaaaaaaaahhhhh....
GD and Taeyang !!!!!!!

let us be grateful to those who make us happy...
happiness is the best way to heal anything that hurt your heart...
without happiness there won't be a good memories to remember...
love and peace...
^RNS^
:) :) :)